Fearless L6efa~ Part 6.

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So I rush to school, but first I went to see and check how mom was doing because, she was stressed last night.

“Mama?”

“Ha la6uf? 6l3h?”

“Haih…mom lat5afain he’s going to be fine a3rf 7rakata…”

“…..”

So, 3aloo our driver takes me to school….and guess what?! REEM that friend of noora was standing beside the main gate and…was chatting with saif. It doesn’t bother me… Why would it…

I hear a “7aaiii” behind my back and that was it I was so tired..

“YA 7MARAAA SHU Y3NEEE 7AIIIIII”

-gives me a freaaaaaaaaaakkkyyyy as shit look-

“7aiii ya 7mara…”

“??????”

“7aii 7ow are you?”

“HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA” I laughed my ass off. Literally. I thought it was something serious she was just being nice to me…awwww.

“shu?” she replied.

“Walshay nooraa….wanna join me in recess?”

“7aaaa?”

“PFFFFT…wanna eat with me at lunch time?”

“Oh hahah okay, akeed. m3a salmahhh.”

I mean, I made fun of her. INFRONT of all my classmates. Embarrassed her inforont of my guy classmates and all she wants do is be my friend. awwwwwwwww. But she still looks creepy….

So, I countinue walking, and I see rou6’ooo and we head to class.

We had double freaking Math. I enjoy math and stuff, but our teacher…..KAREEEEEEEEEEHAAAA. She’s so petite but she has this really loud voice that might destroy the whole universe. No kidding. J

*smh*

Sooooooo, finally! It was lunch time, and I was chit chatting with rou6’ooo about m7ammad, and who he’s “GF” is. LOL! I still can’t get over the fact that someone actually likes my brother. But, mom was really upset, therefore it bothered me.

*BELL RINGS*

“Awaih! Ran el jars.” I say.

“Dag el jarssssss ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dag el jarssss(8)”

“Bahhaha, my6’7k noora kant bte telys wyayh w I was excited about that…”

“Walleeeee laaaaaaaaaaaa….brayha.”

She looked like an outsider, not only her but her crew “reem and whoeer the other girl is” i felt like I might be friends with you know…other people….

“A7eeeen tbain trab3eeen 5lg allaahhh? Gabl teseeeen bru7ch sb7an allah”

“You don’t get me do you”

I storm out REALLY upset, but wait? I did. LOL But no, no one can say that to me..I’m pissed –actually not-

Later, I was just standing out side..litelarry BURNING. Waiting for the driver, Rajooo…….And guess who was standing next to me? Stinky Ojal(Indian English teacher). I almost dropped dead.

RAJO WAS 30 FREAKING MINUTES LATE. WTHHH????

“Rafeeeg, bt5brk?? Laish mt25rrr ana wagfh fl 7ar w el 5yaaas……”

So he tells me mom didn’t ask him to pick me up, whaattt? I mean how did she forgot???? I’m her sweet cutieee pie!

I COME HOME REALLY REALLY UPEST.

“MAAAAAAAAAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!” tst3b6ain 7ram 3laich tnsainyyyyy?”

“Haih bansaach akeeed way u5uch ele myst7eee”

“INZAIN 5ala9 mshkeltaa…ana my59ne feh ana el victim here?”

 “BLA DALA3 LA MKBRA RASCH ANAAA…”

“shu?”

Mom always spoiled me, no really, she did. I’m not a brat. But this was the first time she ever yelled at me like this……

-calls rou6’a-

COME NOW.

“I have my own problems, 7rmat ubyh elydedh mt5leny a6l3 tt7ra 3mrha umeee 3ysheh el dour walla, bye.”

C’MOOOOOOOOOONNNN. Uff I felt like I would…UGHHHHHHHHHH.

To be continued. Axx 

Fearless L6efa ~ Part 5.

Hey gusy! Wasn’t blogging lately, was busy! Xx

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“Those are Alya, Reem, and .. Noora” Mrs.american wanna be says

“WHAAAATT? Rou6’a sm3teee yawailtaaaah shu hal ashkal w b3d yayeeen n9 el snhhhh”

Rou6’a doesn’t reply…..apparently the class was silent for the first time w kl7ad sm3neee god w those creepy girls gave me a seriously intense look. Zgait el 3afyhhh..mameeee

And guess what? Mrs.stupid face..brings an extra chair and seats this “noora” 3dalee , and the other two 3dal 2 of my classmates.

Ana shu aswe a7een a5aaaaf anthb7…tzaay3’ im serious she looks like a satan worshiper..hahaha im kidding bs seriously she was SCARY.

I feel some kind of whisper in my ear..”7aaaiiiii”

7aii shuuu? O_o

“7aaaiii”

“Inty shu tbain mneeeeee? T_T”

“Hhahaahhahaha, you wimp.”

“okay….”

Skat 3nha, you know why because I almost shit my pants when she said “7aaiii” what was that supposed to mean,hah? What a FREAK show.

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“La6uuuufff, shu feeech sar7anh?” rou6’a says.

“Ha?”

“.___________.”

“hahahha, sorry bs I’m creeped out…”

“By that “noora” 5atwaleeeeeeee, shu btswelch.”

“It’s not about shu btsawely I wanna know what she meant…y3ne 7aiii what kind of word is that is that some kind of satan worshiping word or something?!”

“Omg you are one weird girl, seery laaa yallaaa draiwalkm w9al, later….”

I mean come on anyone would wanna know right? I mean she heard me talking about her, and how disturbing she was.

I should stop worrying about her…LOL. So, I head back home have lunch sit with my lovely family..and then..i hear loud yelling..i bet it was

“RASHEEEEEDDDDDDDD, M7AAAAAAAAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Welcome back omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!”

I hug them so tight I missed them so much! We chat and we catch up I was super excited they were here! But then m7ammad interrupts our chatting..

“Bgolkum shay….”

“Nkteh thanyh LOOOOOOOOOOL bng3 tra”

“La I’m serious right now….”

Mom and I have this strange look on our face “shuuuuuu?”

M7ammad “anaa------------“

“Hallaaaa wallaaaaaaaaaaaaa” 7e9a comes in our house and says with excitement.

“Chub chub 7e9o m7amad kan bgul salfh”

“Sektyyy 5a2salm…”

So they have this really loooooooooooonnngggggg conversation….but then I say

“Yalla m7ammad shu btguullll????????”

“Ummm, ana…3ndeee…girl friend….”

“5assskkkk alllaaah we already know LOL” I say.

“No no I mean a real girlfriend….”

“Haaaaaaaaaaaaaa?” 7e9a says.

“Rbee3ty mn boston ismeha Annie”

Mom “7sbayyy allah 3laik mn walad a6rshk tdrs tym3lee loouth??????????? Walla ink mtst7ee shu bygulun 3ana el 3arab? Mat5aaf rabikkkkk?”

Omg I did NOT see that coming. But apparently rashed the elder, and more mature one didn’t have any secrets. THANK GOD.

Mom was too upset so she heads up stairs. And so does everyone else. I was the only one who had guts to say

“Wainhaa? Aba achufha…”

“Umm 3nde 9wrha…”

She was ugly I mean she was a FAKE blonde with ashkra fake EVERYTHING..

I wasn’t so worried you know. Own mistakes own lessons. I mean, everyone knows he’ll end up marrying my cousin right?

I fall asleep on the couch, and wake up to see m7ammad sleeping on the floor. Haha, how cute. We had some kind of bonding I guess.

So I rush to school, but first I went to see and check how mom was doing because, she was stressed last night.

“Mama?”

“Ha la6uf? 6l3h?”

“Haih…mom lat5afain he’s going to be fine a3rf 7rakata…”

“…..”

So, 3aloo our driver takes me to school….and guess what?! REEM that friend of noora was standing beside the main gate and…was chatting with saif. It doesn’t bother me… Why would it…

I hear a “7aaiii” behind my back and that was it I was so tired..

“YA 7MARAAA SHU Y3NEEE 7AIIIIII”

-gives me a freaaaaaaaaaakkkyyyy as shit look-

Haha, that was it. Stay tuned. A xoxo

Fearless l6efa ~ PART 4.

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Let me tell you what happened when I was at school … mom called 7e9a and told her inh I was upset all week , w she should cheer me up.. well trust me she won’t.

Awal shy wadatnee NStyle ..

“mb mtfyjh aswe my nails…”

“btsween w 3’a9bn 3anch”

“inty w mom nafs el shay!”

“mb 3ybnch??”

“maglna shay”

So I choose this green-bluish color , and I blast music on….

And then ……………………………………

The next thing I know I see rou6’o jdamee shit shit shit. I have to leave now! Yalla 7e9oo 5l9teee? Yala nraw7!!!

So we leave..bs I don’t think rou6’a saw us. I’ve been avoiding her for almost a week and a half now , chanh hee elee mswtlyy shayyyy…….

“La6oof 3ndch ra8m rou6’a?” 7e9o says.

“akeed , shu hal s2al? bs laish?”

“ANA E5TCH EL 3OODH W U WILL DO AS I SAY”

“elhh elhhh..”

So I give her R’s number … even though I knew something was up. But I kinda forgot about that when 7e9o took me to the hair salon…

“tt7rain 3mrch joelle tsweely make over?”

“chub 5asch allah -.-“

“hahhaha”

 After we finished from the salon , we were making our way to our favorite shops. Well I didn’t do anything special with my hair…just a trim , and I DYEEEDDD IT!! CHE SWAITEH LIGHT BROWN (*⌣*ʃƪ)

Elmuhm I went to ZARA , and bought some high-waist pants and cardigans , because my sister said my wardrobe needed a little “help”. Anyways we shopped till we dropped so we were heading to the parking lot. Bs el ameera 7e9oo tba takell , I didnt..  anyways we went to Ruby Tuesday w hee kalt lain ma galt bas….then seriously kna bnrd el bait .. w when we were walking I spotted saif , swait 3mry machufa … you know the stupid anti-eye contact thing…awnh 3ad..i was so damn obvious..i’m starting to think he hates me now…well what’s new? Everyone does. \m/

And guess who I spotted then? Of course .. again…ROU6’A. is she a ghost of some kind? Wain ma sert mwjoodhhh! Omg!

“Hi” rou6’u says.

“Hey”

“sup?”

“not much…”

“umm , so ….”

“so..ROU6’A BGOOLCHHH *sniffles*”

“ha?”

So I start talking realllyyyyy fast “rou6’a walla makn ga9dy knt m8huura cause u talked to saif w I really liked him bs 5aywalee b3dain 3a9bt w chee b3dain *breathes*”

“hahahah , aww”

*hugs*

“mb z3lanhh?”

“laaa 3adyy :3 I get it”

“Awwwwwwwwwwww” 7e9o dshat 3ar6’……

“shuraych teen baitna rou6’a?” 7e9a suggests…

So we went back home , bs something was on my mind , y3neee kaif 7e9a asks for rou6’a’s number w 10 mins later we see her?

“shu balach?” rou6’a asks

“walshayyy…”

I know something was set up bs whatever elmuhm everything worked out great….

THE NEXT DAY :

Rou6’a and I were hanging out before class jdam el building , chan saif ymr…

“Halla rou6’a”

*SILLENNNNCEEEE*

I couldn’t control myself I laughed my ass off! Sawatleh 6af , hahahahahaha!

“rou6’o tst3b6ain? I don’t care now .. w an “ahlain” would be fine hahaha gfa6teee!!

“5aywal laaa bu kshat 3anz”

“7araa –a-m---haih walla 9edgch”

*bell ringing*

“shu 3ndna el7eeen la6uuf?”

“umm math”

“mn 9ba7 allah 5air??????”

“ughhhhhhhh”

Dshaina el class w after about 15 mins 3 NEW girls enter..

Our math teacher Mrs.Ojal she is “American” awnh 3ad bs the truth is she is Indian 8o7 ashkraa……LOL ga9a 3la 3mrha mskeenh

So anyways she introduces them .. seriously the girls looked like punks , so it never crossed my mind inh in any possible way they’d be mwa6neeen .. y3nee their hair had pink highlights I mean come one , and they were wearing creepy baggy shirts and shorts , long ones though cause the school won’t accept anything inappropriate..

“Those are Alya, Reem, and .. Noora” Mrs.american wanan be says

“WHAAAATT? Rou6’a sm3teee yawailtaaaah shu hal ashkal w b3d yayeeen n9 el snhhhh”

Rou6’a doesn’t reply…..apparently the class was silent for the first time w kl7ad sm3neee god w those creepy girls gave me a seriously intense look. Zgait el 3afyhhh..mameeee

And guess what? Mrs.stupid face..brings an extra chair and seats this “noora” 3dalee , and the other two 3dal 2 of my classmates.

Ana shu aswe a7een a5aaaaf anthb7…tzaay3’ im serious she looks like a satan worshiper..hahaha im kidding bs seriously she was SCARY.

Hope u enjoyed x , stay tuned. 

Fearless l6efa ~ PART 3.

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Rou6’a jumps in front of him , and starts a conversation with him , which made her sound like a 3agla , which she is not. I was so pissed at her. I never told her that I liked him , bs she probably knew so , bs either way she went for it. Ouch? I was about to punch her in the face , she was so charming and lovely with him whish she is NOT I repeat.

*rou6’a comes back to me*

Me:”n3am?” *walks away*

Rou6’a: what ze?!

Rou6’a runs after me:

“LA6UUF T3ALYYY HNEEEEEE!” she seriously yelled , chanh 7aramy wraha or something , I was embarrassed so sert 3ndha , mb 3shan jmaal shefat’ha , 3shan ma aftshl w chee.

“Haaa? Na3am? 5air? Shu tbain?” I replied.

“kaam soo2aaal shwyh shwyh ahhahaha”

“mb mtfyjtlch rou6’o yalla the bell will ring..”

“5aywalee, now tell me? Shu feech mn the second day 6’rayb?”

“walshayy , bs che faj2a 39abt”

“hal 7rkat matmshee 3lyh , goolyy”

So I hug her , I think she understood inh I don’t wanna tell her. Im not the open up kinda person , that’s what diaries are for.

So as the day exceeds, w it was the last class we had for the day , I was writing in my diary lenh the class was so very boring we were studying Stephan king’s AWFUL books.  As I also needed someone to open up to , which was my lovely diary. 

“dear diary , this FUCKED up rou6’a I can’t take no more of..   she knows w she acts like UGHH, shall I punch her in the face??! God I wish I can take her back to  RAK , ufff , what kind of friend is she?!”

Knt mnamjeh when I was writing and suddenly I feel this HUGE hand on my book… I look up and its Mr.Mike our English teacher. Oh crap.

“What is this lateefa??”

“nothing sir”

“so you wouldn’t mind if I read it out loud right?”

“NOOO! NOO!”

He reads it out loud , and I look at rou6’a behind me , chft kaif her face changed from a huge smile , to a fake one. She acted as if she was fine. But trust me , she wasn’t. I didn’t mean what I wrote. It was too harsh….

As the bell rang she walked slowly , and left. I had nothing to say to her. What I did was horrible …  the whole class heard it. Thank god I didn’t write anything about saif b3d. ugh , 7ta el diary I can’t trust it?!

I go back home , and text rou6’a a “Hii” , she replies with a “heyyyyyyy<3”. Shocking? Not really. She acts as if wla chaneh shay if she is really really upset. i sank too low this time.

This is an emergency , I have to. . I will …… ughhh talk to my …. M..o..m ughhhhh! I never thought I’d ever think of that a9ln…

“MAAAAAAAAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA”

“3yunha?”

“t3aly law sm7tyy!”

“inzain 3gb shwyh”

“MAAMAA PLEAASEE!”

“bsmellah ! shu mstwyyy?!”

*comes up to my room*

“Ha l6eefh? Shu?”

“mama shu yswuun itha 3’l6aw f 7g 7aad. W hal 7ad eswee 3mra wla chaneh fe shay”

“rou6’a?”

“7ad.”

“inzain inty ft7ee el salfh w rmseehaa w akeed btr6’a , inty m7d egolch la2”

“hehe *blushes* thanks umyy” *hugs*

I felt better. Much better. A7sn 3n my stupid diary. I’ll talk to her youm akuun ready. I will , fl wagt el mnasb.

Days pass by , w I still didn’t talk to her. It was a Thursday morning. So it’s the last chance to talk to her before the weekend.

I tried. I swear I did. I couldn’t.  I felt like a .. .namlh. I felt so small.

WHAT ROU6’A WAS THINKING :

Mb nawyh tee 3ndee mthlan? A sorry would be fine. I understand….god she is wayed mtkabraaa. Law I went to the new school a7snly 9edgh baba. Uff.  I still didn’t know what I did to her .. bs I don’t care anymore I’m never gonna be friends with a mtwajh like her. Psshht.

I go back home with this huge burden , that I didn’t do anything about it. Nothing new. Typical me. Typical stupid me.

Later ,  I was waiting for 7e9a to drop off 3essa and 3bdallah , 3gb I notice inh , she came ALONE. Without them now 9edg shu bsaweee? Can life get any worse?

“La6uuf 7abeebtyyyyy sh7alich?”

“el7mdellaaahh , wain 3bady w 3awas?!”

“shu tbaibhm , mb tarseh 3ainch?!”

“la la atma95ar, bs wainhm?”

“3nd um ryale 7mdan.”

“uf”

“lat6’yjain , elyoum f 5a6ry a6l3 wyach like gbl”

“okay” *fake smile*

I went and got ready. And I got on the car , w she takes me to The Dubai Mall. I was sooooooooo not in the mood for her e9ra7a…

Let me tell you what happened when I was at school … mom called 7e9a and told her inh I was upset all week , w she should cheer me up.. well trust me she won’t.

Awal shy wadatnee NStyle ..

“mb mtfyjh aswe my nails…”

“btsween w 3’a9bn 3anch”

“inty w mom nafs el shay!”

“mb 3ybnch??”

“maglna shay”

So I choose this green-bluish color , and I blast music on….

And then ……………………………………

A xx

Fearless l6efa ~ PART 2.

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OMG! YAL FASHELH. Zain makf5ne bsss! Uffff shu haa. I liked him since GRADE 1. And now I cant say “Ahlain”. Ufffffff.

So the day passes by , and I go HOME. I walk in look at lunch , and go upstairs. Mom follows me and……………………………….

My mom comes up to me with the normal “shu balach 7bebty , trumen trmseeneee … “ thing.

“Mama maba arms , lenh mafne shay .. mb yu3anhh…”

“la6oof 7beebty , itha b3’aity ayshay ana hnee.. tbain enseer nshra thyaab , wla nseer n9ab3’ 6’fourna , wla tbain t9b3’een sha3rch?”

SURPRISINGLY, I’m not that kind of girl who likes to shop , and do all those girly stuff. Ana chee. W bs. W yaa my sister 7e9a , was SOOOOOOOO girly I could die. Omg matet5yloun kaif , 3adh mom kant mstanseh 3alaiha ,bs 3gb mom yabat 2 boys wra b36’ … so when she got me she was so super excited inh I’m a girl…I think I kinda disappointed her though. W a7la shy inh tguul enh im naturally pretty , bs I need make up. In other words , I’m ugly w I need some make up on. But who cares? I’m not so important… I really do feel like a plastic bag drifting through the wind Katy. L

So , mom leaves when she realizes I don’t really want to go out. And I play this ANNOYING song I really hate.. “who says – selena Gomez” it unexpectedly makes me feel better. WHO SAYS WHO SAYS YOU ARE NOT PERFEECCTTTTT , well I do. Shut up Gomez. *puts the song on pause*

I stare into my window , and look at the 3maaal working on the new house beside us. –a8ld el movies  awnee- and suddenly my iphone rings….. ra8am 3’areeb… should I answer?! So a5r shay I did..

“Aloooo?”

“LA6OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOFFFFF!!!”

“rou6’a?”

“HAIHHHH!!”

Sorry I didn’t mention a rou6’a before… well she was my FIRST REAL FRIEND in 6^th  and 7^th grade ,  then she moved to ras el 5aimh…and now m3rf laish ethakratneee…

Anyways

“sh7aalich rou6’oo? Dude I miss u!”

“ana b3aaaad! Dgeega wain baitkm?”

“baitna?”

“haih….”

“um , laish?”

“bayee baslm 3laich.”

“ bs chee?”

“ya….”

“well , okay -gives her the directions-“ 

I didn’t wanna see her , I’ll be shy and all. I haven’t seen her in like 3 years? W faj2a che tba tee? omg I’m making her sound like my boyfriend wla shay. Lol. besides, we were friends back then , bs now ma3rf laish I feel chyy , even though I REALLY liked her , we were 9edg friends…

*door knocking* “LA6UUUFFF FCHEEE BSR3AA WLA BKSR EL BAAAB”

I was actually waiting for her fl9alah fa sm3teha..he wayed 5raiesheh w rabsheh. Haha. So I open the door ..

Me:”O___________________________________O’”

Rou6’o: *hugs*

Me:*does NOT  hug back*

Rou6’o: fe shy?

Me: yes…SHU STWA FEECH?! O.O

So let me explain to you how rou6’o looked…she was wearing super skinny jeans , and a WAYED mra9a9 shirt. Yah.. I was shocked lenh mn grade 6 kant mt7ajbeh , 7jab 3adel , laish chy stwat I have no idea? I know I shouldn’t judge her bs , laish y3ne she wore it itha she’ll take it off? Anyways , yes , ana mt7ajbeh , full 7jab , bs going to a school like mine mynf3 albs 3ba , I wear long tops , and cardigans and jeans…im not what you call a fashionista but .. I’m okay.

So .. rou6’o goes like “shu , shu stwa feenyy?! Ohh you mean el shailh? Tra youm sert  RAK  I realized inh ALL my cousins maylbsoun shailh 9oub baba y3ne soo ,, 8rart u know..”

“w your mom 3ady 3ndha?”

“lol , la mat3rf , my mom and dad split up 3shan che sert RAK maknt aba agoolch bsss , you know knt yahl w m3rf shu..”

“w your mom wainha a7een?!”

“shuraych ad5l da5l 3gb tkmleen your questions?”

“hahaha , sure”

*so I take her up to my room*

“inzain wain kna… ya my mom allah yslmch f dubai now , w I rarely see her , due to the fact inha 3aresat..”

“CHATHABHHH”

“true chiz…”

“awaiih!” *hugs*

“hahha 7yate” *hugs back*

So we continued talking and stuff w faj2a mom comes in:

“rou6’a? 7beeebtyyy sh7alich? Sh5bar umch twlahna 3alaich!!”

So mom had this special “mommy to daughter’s friend who has a mom she knows” talk. W a5r shay , we had dinner and everything , and rou6’a had to leave. So mom goes like

“we stansna wyach 7bebty , ayeeb 3batch?”

“ha? Umm la2.”

AWKWAARRDD..

Mom smiles and goes upstairs..

Rou6’a:”Yal fashleh oh my god!”

Me:hahah , m7ad galch ._.

Rou6’a: shu aswy y3nee? Wla agol don’t answer that question..

Me:fine. *hugs* yalla see you in 3 years?

Rou6’a:la2 , tomorrow inshallah at school

Me:CHATHABHH!

Rou6’a:wallaaa!

Me:CHATHAABHH!

Rou6’a:9edg

Me:CHATHAABHH!

Rou6’a: bs 3ad malait

I was over pleased! Yay finally a friend who I can hang out with in recess! I know other people would like to sit with me , and all. But I’m not so friend like with everyone.

THE NEXT DAY :

Rou6’a comes up running to me. Fashlatny! Tt7ra 3mrha in 3^rd grade wlashay? Bs this time she was wearing a long dress. I was glad I could influence her in one day.

Me:”allaahhh , shu hal jmal w el e7tshaam!”

Rou6’a:”ha? Ay 7tsham , I didn’t mean it che , bs ya I am.”

Wayed mt7amseh taranee lol , bs rou6’a was so overly mt3adleh , eyeliner , mascara , AND lipstick. I put that on bl3’a9b fl 3eed.

*saif the guy elee ftshalt mnh yesterday passes by*

Rou6’a jumps in front of him , and starts a conversation with him , which made her sound like a 3agla , which she is not. I was so pissed at her. I never told her that I liked him , bs she probably knew so , bs either way she went for it. Ouch? I was about to punch her in the face , she was so charming and lovely with him whish she is NOT I repeat.

*rou6’a comes back to me*

Me:”n3am?” *walks away*

Rou6’a: what ze?!

Hope you enjoyed. A xx 

Fearless l6efa ~ PART 1.

It was a Saturday night. My weekend has just ended, and it was time for homework. A couple of essays and assignments were due on Sunday. But .. Wait let me re-phrase “weekend”. It’s the time when I , l6efa mayed , do very important stuff , like ….. baby sit , and eat , and use my laptop. THAT’S IT. No excitement. No fun. Welcome to my silly life.

 I’m the youngest among my siblings. I have 2 brothers , rashed and m7ammad they both study in Boston. M7ammad is younger though. Anyways my sister 7e9a , who is married and has 2 amazing little kids , was 26 years old. And ya my nephews? I don’t just love them..I ADORE them. I babysit them EVERY weekend. Which I preferably call “ a school day , without school.”

Any who , my sister had just come back from dinner with her husband 7amdan , she picked up 3essa and 3abdallah.( my nephews)

It was kinda weird she came early. So , what does that mean? I would sleep early too. I know what you’re thinking.. don’t you have any friends to hang out with? The truth is .. I’m abnormally shy. I have nice classmates and all. But that’s it not what I call my friends. And cousins? None. My dad is an only child , and mama has a sister who had 3 sons who are twice my age. So practically i have none.

My whole life kanaw el nas yzgrune “jaree2a”. which was pretty strange , cause Iam so freakin’ shy!! They said I was fearless. This also meant I’m strong. But I don’t really think I have that in me. Well.. when I ask my mom why am I called jaree2a , she says that if I wanted something I’d get it no matter what the obstacles are. Haah , that NEVER happened. I guess mom sees stuff , I don’t.

Anyway , I had to do my homework. Which I did. I don’t wanna brag but , I’m an A+ student. I study my ass off. Yes , I do. And yeah I also go to a coed school , and it sucks. Bs mom awnh tbanee to “interfere” with other people as in ajaaanb , which I thought was non-sense crap. No offence mom.

NEXT DAY:

L6efa: "Hello."

Some of her classmates who were uae locals : “heyyyy , sh7alich la6uuf? Mnzman machfnach , t3alelenaa in recess.”

L6efa: oh , magdar.

Girls:*glare* why?!  Wla agol braych ma7d jabrinch.

Well that’s me im timid. I don’t like interacting with other kids THAT’S IT. Even though  I’m 15 , I don’t give a damn. That’s the way I am. I WAS BORN THIS WAY BABY. *continues walking*

Saif: "halla l6efh."

L6efa:*blushes and walks away*

Saif: -.-?!

OMG! YAL FASHELH. Zain makf5ne bsss! Uffff shu haa. I liked him since GRADE 1. And now I cant say “Ahlain”. Ufffffff

So the day passes by , and I go HOME. I walk in look at lunch , and go upstairs. Mom follows me and……………………………….

Stay tuned!  X